But No Where Near The Core
So, I've been a little down lately. That's under exaggerating, but eh. Someone once told me, "Anything worth having never comes easy." Yeah, I know. Toughest thing I'm learning... School has always been an issue to me. I know I'm smart. I know I can do it... I just get discouraged, is all. Where is it coming from? At home, really (another post, another day). Every little thing bugs me, but I just hide it. I don't show it. But, it's true when you just hide everything in you, it builds up and disaster explodes. I have my moments where I'm over the top, happy-go-lucky, but I'm hurting. When I see a happy couple or the bestest of best friends, I just want to throw rocks at them. Maybe that's my problem? I just need someone close to me. Just someone to talk to. I don't really have anyone like that anymore... I know some are trying, but I'm just not comfortable and when I am ready to talk about, they've given up on me already. Only person I really want to talk to I'm afraid of approaching. . . Well, everything will be just be wonderful in the end right? Work hard. Chin up. No worries... wish it was that easy to just snap out of this.
- rawr
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