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By Hand. & My Heart Stills Beats In The Hands of Another.

I just made this a few minutes ago. It took me a few hours in Photoshop CS4. I should have timed it and scribbled down credits =/. . . You know, I've never been really hardcore religious, but I do think there is something out there. Something bigger than us. I think that something just has to be a woman. What DOES a rabbit & hiding flamboyant-painted eggs have to do with Jesus?

Hmm, I've been pretty up-beat for a few days. I think it has to do with this guy (yeah, i know) that's I've known for some time now. He's taken, so that's hands-off for me, but it' just something about him. I know I said that about the other dude, but the thing is I feel something just different about the other one.

Funny story with this dude. I never paid much attention nor mind to him when we first met. Just adorable I found him, but a tad bit annoying. Now, when my very close friend wanted dibs on him, I have gotten very protective. It was like I was protecting my property. I could not tell her why I didn't want her dating him, but I figured it out after a few minutes. . . I liked him. Blah! He wasn't someone I would actually go about dating since I can't STAND a man who can't form sentences. A few days later, saw him with a random female. You know how when you fall for someone, you can tell when they are in love with someone else? I've experienced that and I panicked. So I told him how I felt via Myspace (never again), but he only saw me as a friend. I was okay with that until it just began to eat me up on the inside. I tried avoiding him, but he ended up physically whereever I just pushed him out mentally. "Nothing would change," he said. Maaan, was he wrong. The closer we got, the more my emotions got the best of me. Here I am, pining over two dudes I can never have. . . YET! = ) I still have my hopes. We'll see, right?

- rawr, Happy Early Easter.