I said DO NOT GRAPH!
Well, today (or yesterday, lol) was my first day back from spring break. I had my Intro. Algebra class and, surprise surprise, we had a test. Honestly, I was going to turn back around when I saw everyone quiet, faces to the desk. I was five minutes late, due to the bus, and when I'm late, I get the feeling that maybe I shouldn't be here today. SOMETHING told me to stay. Jesus? God? Buddah? lol. The moment I looked at this test, I thought I was going to cry. What in the world was this mess? I sat there, flipping through the 5 paged test for more than a half hour. Suddenly, when I ACTUALLY read the stuff, I almost stabbed myself. I KNEW THIS STUFF. My brain was fried for nearly an hour. lol. As I rushed through the thing, my classmates asked the SAME darn question to the professor when it said clearly NOT TO GRAPH on the blackboard. LOL. Anyways, I hope I did well. Need to pass all these darn classes so I can get back to Del State. HORNETS!!
- rawr
PS. I need a JOB and my LISECENE! I need to get out of this mad house.
3.31.2009
3.28.2009
.dreaming
Gimme Your Lovin'! (pt 2)
I always find myself just thinking about him; dreaming of him. Anything that I do would just remind myself of him. I think about what could have been if I just let it happen. I honestly think another opportunity would never come up. One time deal which I never took. =/ Sucks because I'm forming these feelings that I don't know what to do with. I want to say something, but I don't want to risk our friendship. He's one of the most important things to me. . . I don't ever let him know that. Even if he did know, he would never believe me. WARNING! Contradiction ahead! lol. Even though I don't want to risk our friendship, I'm trying to distance myself from him and try to hurt his feelings. I want him to HATE me because I know he'll never ever feel the same I feel for him. . . gah, this beautiful man has my head spinning. He's changing though. . . I still see the same him through the new exterior, but I don't know what it is. It's like he's hiding something. He's scared of something. I just want to spill my soul to him, but I'm just scared. And this other dude... which is another post, another day. = )
- rawr
I always find myself just thinking about him; dreaming of him. Anything that I do would just remind myself of him. I think about what could have been if I just let it happen. I honestly think another opportunity would never come up. One time deal which I never took. =/ Sucks because I'm forming these feelings that I don't know what to do with. I want to say something, but I don't want to risk our friendship. He's one of the most important things to me. . . I don't ever let him know that. Even if he did know, he would never believe me. WARNING! Contradiction ahead! lol. Even though I don't want to risk our friendship, I'm trying to distance myself from him and try to hurt his feelings. I want him to HATE me because I know he'll never ever feel the same I feel for him. . . gah, this beautiful man has my head spinning. He's changing though. . . I still see the same him through the new exterior, but I don't know what it is. It's like he's hiding something. He's scared of something. I just want to spill my soul to him, but I'm just scared. And this other dude... which is another post, another day. = )
- rawr
3.27.2009
.sinnin' in church
HALLELUJAH !
Soo... I was bamboozled into going to church tonight. They told me I was going skating. Mad as all cheese when I find out it was a service. So, there was a guest speaker... FINE AS EVEEEER!! And the dude KNEW exactly what he talking about when it comes to the youth. At the end, his LIVE BAND (A FREAKIN' BAND; I LOOOOVE THOSE) came on stage and I could have sworn he was gonna sing... but he began rapping. When people rap, I barely pay attention, but I was hanging on his every word. Dude had me believing again. Then at the end of it all, he began talking about his wife... =/ lol. Sigh... that's EXACTLY what I want when it comes to a man (except for the married part though) lol. I'll put up links to his stuff when I figure out the site.
- rawr, amen
Soo... I was bamboozled into going to church tonight. They told me I was going skating. Mad as all cheese when I find out it was a service. So, there was a guest speaker... FINE AS EVEEEER!! And the dude KNEW exactly what he talking about when it comes to the youth. At the end, his LIVE BAND (A FREAKIN' BAND; I LOOOOVE THOSE) came on stage and I could have sworn he was gonna sing... but he began rapping. When people rap, I barely pay attention, but I was hanging on his every word. Dude had me believing again. Then at the end of it all, he began talking about his wife... =/ lol. Sigh... that's EXACTLY what I want when it comes to a man (except for the married part though) lol. I'll put up links to his stuff when I figure out the site.
- rawr, amen
.this dude?
Gimme Your Lovin'! (pt 1)
I remember one day I was asked what type of dude I liked... I couldn't really answer the person because of the fact that I had no clue what I liked off the top of my head. He began to list all qualities that most females wanted and every single thing he mentioned didn't matter to me; job, car, swag, house, etc. Only thing the dude really needed to do to catch my attention is to just be him and not care what anyone had to say. He just has to be different. He could be the poorest man on the street and I would be poor with him as long as I had his love, I'm the richest woman on this Earth. He could be the deepest shade of brown or the color of a blank piece of paper. Tall or short. Skinny or fat. It's a huge plus if he's into music; especially jazz. One thing I CAN'T stand is a thug/wannabe thug. =/ That CHARACTER is just so UGLY to me. As long as he can just take me to this far away place where only him and I matter... just mentally. Sigh... think I met him, but I don't know what in the hell to do capture him. lol. Also another post, another day. = )
- rawr
I remember one day I was asked what type of dude I liked... I couldn't really answer the person because of the fact that I had no clue what I liked off the top of my head. He began to list all qualities that most females wanted and every single thing he mentioned didn't matter to me; job, car, swag, house, etc. Only thing the dude really needed to do to catch my attention is to just be him and not care what anyone had to say. He just has to be different. He could be the poorest man on the street and I would be poor with him as long as I had his love, I'm the richest woman on this Earth. He could be the deepest shade of brown or the color of a blank piece of paper. Tall or short. Skinny or fat. It's a huge plus if he's into music; especially jazz. One thing I CAN'T stand is a thug/wannabe thug. =/ That CHARACTER is just so UGLY to me. As long as he can just take me to this far away place where only him and I matter... just mentally. Sigh... think I met him, but I don't know what in the hell to do capture him. lol. Also another post, another day. = )
- rawr
3.19.2009
'ello !!
I IS NINJA!! I KEEL YOU!
Well, this is my first post. Might as well introduce myself, right? Ok. I have plenty of names, but I mostly go by Simba. Reference to the Lion King? Maybe. It's just a nickname I went by since my freshmen year in high school while I was in the school's band. It was given to me by a senior in band who could never remember my real name. lol. (miss you, Bus) I also go by Koijima, but that's only on fanfiction.net. I'm a very creative person when the feeling is right. By what I wrote so far, you've learned that I was in band and I'm on FF.net. = ) In band, I played the baritone horn during marching band season and played the euphonium during concert band season. It's been two years (i think lol) since I've graduated from high school and I've picked up on trumpet and a little piano/keyboard. Music ♫ is my first and only love. In Spring of 08, I went to Delaware State University as a music education major, but things weren't going so well with me mentally/emotionally so I'm home now. I'm going to a community college now, trying to pick my grades up. I'm anticipating on going back to Del State in the summer for BAND CAMP! = D ! Wish me luck. I'm trying to up my trumpet playing skills so I can show off when I get back. lol. Umm... what else? I'm a Jazz music junkie. John Coltrane, Billie Holiday, Miles Davis, Charlie Parker, Dinah Washington, Louis Armstrong... my god. The most beautiful music I've ever heard! I LOOOVE Anime, Manga, Video Games... AH! I really don't know what else to say about myself.. er... I'm very open to opinions and views so I might contradict myself alot. I try not to be religious... that's another post for another day. I'm a loving person even to the people I don't like. I also tend to have a big mouth, but that's also another post and another day. lol. So, I might put something else up later on... depends on how I feel. = )
- rawr
Well, this is my first post. Might as well introduce myself, right? Ok. I have plenty of names, but I mostly go by Simba. Reference to the Lion King? Maybe. It's just a nickname I went by since my freshmen year in high school while I was in the school's band. It was given to me by a senior in band who could never remember my real name. lol. (miss you, Bus) I also go by Koijima, but that's only on fanfiction.net. I'm a very creative person when the feeling is right. By what I wrote so far, you've learned that I was in band and I'm on FF.net. = ) In band, I played the baritone horn during marching band season and played the euphonium during concert band season. It's been two years (i think lol) since I've graduated from high school and I've picked up on trumpet and a little piano/keyboard. Music ♫ is my first and only love. In Spring of 08, I went to Delaware State University as a music education major, but things weren't going so well with me mentally/emotionally so I'm home now. I'm going to a community college now, trying to pick my grades up. I'm anticipating on going back to Del State in the summer for BAND CAMP! = D ! Wish me luck. I'm trying to up my trumpet playing skills so I can show off when I get back. lol. Umm... what else? I'm a Jazz music junkie. John Coltrane, Billie Holiday, Miles Davis, Charlie Parker, Dinah Washington, Louis Armstrong... my god. The most beautiful music I've ever heard! I LOOOVE Anime, Manga, Video Games... AH! I really don't know what else to say about myself.. er... I'm very open to opinions and views so I might contradict myself alot. I try not to be religious... that's another post for another day. I'm a loving person even to the people I don't like. I also tend to have a big mouth, but that's also another post and another day. lol. So, I might put something else up later on... depends on how I feel. = )
- rawr
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